I once wrote, ‘There’s beauty in all pains and strength in all heartbreaks’. Now when I ponder on it, I ask myself why we always have to find strength and have to emerge as a strong person after all the painful encounters? Why can’t we just ‘be’ in any emotion fully and endure it all? If it pains, why can’t we let it pain until we go numb? And if it hurts, why can’t we let it hurt until it stops hurting? I’ve heard that pain, heartache, and grief are bad. But you know what’s the worst part? That we don’t go till the very end and see what it holds for us. We never know that we might see a ray of light or a rainbow at the very end of that dark tunnel. And therefore, now when it’s hurting a lot, I want to embrace it all. Pain in its raw face and heartache in its true potential. I want to see how far that goes. I want to see what’s on the other side of it after enduring it all.
I might ‘heal’ this way.
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